June 02, 2006
I turn my computer on everytime
I wake up, or when I come home.
And I leave it on till I go to sleep.
Hoping to hear that familiar song
I've been hearing everyday,
under one of my repeats in my MP3.
But it never seems to happen.
And I'm wasting so much electricity.
Yet the feeling goes worse if I don't
get to come back to an already booted
computer to see and check things out.
I feel so helpless once again,
like I could only stand at the sidewalk
and watch, and not do anything.
I can't stop crying
and I know I'd never give myself
the chance to get well if I do.
But it just hurts too much
.
Wish it'd go away.
or nothing ever happened.
Else I'd regret for life.
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`because all you've left here..
all you've left me with,
are footprints ;
reminding me of who i used to be..